August 23

Saturday Thread

Penny – I love you more than mere words can express. The absolute sizzle of passion that I feel every time we touch is electric. As if, every fiber of my being is in concert with yours.  Good morning. I hope you slept well. My dreams were of you as they always are. Filled with the joy and happiness our love creates.

I love you completely!

Category: Thread
August 8

Love

This post is for M. Thomas Ridley from Penny:

It’s a good thing we don’t get the love we deserve, because according to the world’s standards, I don’t deserve to be loved deeply.  The life I live isn’t one that’s readily accepted by most of the world.  It definitely wouldn’t meet the approval of my friends & family.

In my defense, I have to say that I didn’t go out searching for someone else to love.  I thought I was perfectly happy.  Life was good.  Yea, I kept some of my thoughts to myself especially when it came to my sex life.  I know you know what I mean, because we all do it.  You’re in a relationship and the sex is ok, but not great.  Your partner doesn’t know what really turns you on.  Of course you can’t tell him/her.   Why?  I’m not sure.  Inside you’re screaming out your desires, but that’s it… they never make it past your lips.

Having said that… I’ll say it again… I didn’t go out searching for someone else to love.  We started out as friends.  When did it become more than that?  I’d say it was when I realized I could say anything to him & it was ok.  I didn’t have to sensor my conversation.  Instead of keeping my thoughts locked inside, I told him everything.  I mean… everything.  Including my sexual desires.

I could go on, but I guess I should get to the point.

The point is… I don’t deserve his love.  Circumstances don’t allow me to be there with/for him twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week.  That’s what he deserves.  Someone who he can be with and hold and talk to anytime.  Someone to fall asleep in his arms and wake up beside him every morning.

I know he adores me, because he tells me & shows me in so many different ways.  He tells me he loves me a hundred times a day and I love to hear it so please don’t stop saying it or I’ll think something’s wrong ;)

I’ll never deserve your love, but you should know… I love you babe!  More than anyone or anything in this world and I’m so happy that you love me as deeply as you do.

Category: Love